Clouds Invade

The clouds invade,

the way to your heart is closed off.

Melancholy notes cry of your pain,

The weeping of the music echos

in my own.

The Sun's tears never seen...

the clouds are to deep...

<3

Portal

I lay upon this dream.

Peering at the world

beyond my window.

The dark of night mixes with

my pain.

The soft light of the moon,

shines down to set my face

aglow.

The moon, so bright

it has to be my portal

to the clouds.

I smile on my face,

as I gaze into heaven.

Singing Piano Man

As I'm running

from indecision.

I listen to the singing

of the man behind the piano.

Singing the song

of light that beats

a heart in a

glow of sunshine.

Emotions color...

When my green thumb

turns black and,

the world doesn't have

my back.

I feel like I'm sinking

in an ocean of my

pure emotions.

Unable to see the light

the carries me home.

Falling deeper in

my own despairing

sorrow.

Like spring again

The Voice calls down

and turns my hand

green...

Magic Mirror

If my life were a book,

I wouldn't read.

I would wait and see

for the name that gives my stomach insects.

Flying up and out to kiss your check.

Oh my love,how do I feel for you?

I wish I could tell you...

but I don't know myself.

If my life were a book,

I wouldn't read.

You are my love ,but I don't see us in my

magic mirror.

but when I look in, you aren't holding my hand.

If my life were a book,

I wouldn't read.

I wouldn't understand even if I read my life

on the black and white

pages...for all I have is a confused heart.

A fairytale story is nothing for stubborn.

The magic mirror chatters,

as my heart grows stronger.

I'll wait on...

For you...

The sheering pain

cuts me deep.

The look of shock

forever etched on my face...

I drown out the world around me,

a ringing in my ears...

Waiting for the glimpse of fire

to leave my heart...

R.I.P Erica...I didn't get the chance to know you on a personal level, but from what I've heard ...you were amazing.

Lover of the sky...

This emotion of pure passion

passes through my veins

It pumps to my heart and

glows in my eyes.

The way that you hold me,

in the cloud in the heaven.

The stars in the sky don't compare

to your glory.

You gave me this land to walk on,

and a heart to love with.

My passion goes to you,

my lover of the sky.

Daisy petals...

I love you, I love you...

The chanted words of my heart.

I pull off another petal and let it drop.

He loves me, he loves me not.

With aimless toss the flower leaves me hand...

He loved me not...

Dear love the flowers are endless...

I'll paint a picture with all the petals.

Gray Skies...

Gray sky reflects the melancholy mood

The dark clouds up above,

while a heart is down.

The drop of sunshine nothing

but a illusion.

The deep voice calls from above

and reaches down to rescues the sinking.

Drowning from the world

that once held them up...

The sound of you voice,

brings me to life once again...

Sunshine kisses...

The warmth upon my skin,

the sun's rays bending down

to kiss me.

The piece of heart that froze over

now back in place.

The love of my heart is true to you

as I welcome you back.

The sweet tasting kiss of your song,

gives me hope for,

tomorrow...

Double edge sword...

The piercing point of the sword

threatening the very life

that I hold.

The eyes of the holder,

black as the seas depths,

The look of red hate burns fierce in his eyes

I look the threat right in the face.

The look of shock crosses his dark mask,

for I have a double edged sword...

Homesick

The place were my soul lives

The white sand and the streaming sun

the place I want to be.

Where I can lay out in the sun and be kissed

by your creation.

It warms up the cold of my heart.

The swaying of the wind with

the grass matches the mood of my mind.

The little town of my heart,

I miss you my little peace of heaven...

Someday...

The thought of tomorrow

the someday I have been waiting for.

To live for the now is better than the grave.

To have a chance at tomorrow.

To live a life worth dying for...

The day my body sours up in

the clouds of gold.

My cloud not a box but the open sky.

To live for the day of tomorrow.

Dancing on a Chance...

I dance around the hole.

Its depths as black as the nights sky.

The edges buckle and I fall in.

As the ground flies up to meet me,

my stomach twists and my heart falls.

The edges of the hole are calling back to me.

They warned me of the pain that would come to me.

I shouldn't have danced on the chance of pain.

The ground calls out in a mocking way.

As I am about to meet my maker,

I slice into the ice water.

The chance to start new now

in my mind as my breath comes

back to me.

The Weather in Life...

I lay upon my bed of clouds,

listening to my heart with

the pattering of the rain.

It whispers with the wind

the love that it feels.

The pattern of the drops

falling on my skin,

similar to the

words across my heart.

The dark dots of water is

the ink on my heart.

The words of my life

across my face.

Thats were I find your name...

Waves of the heart...

It goes upon the waves,

and tumbles up the shore.

It doesn't make to the sea but

comes right back to me.

Should I throw it back

to see it come again,

or will it go of and

be taken by the

waves to the

place it

should?

A hearts song...

The pressures of the world
caving in.
The music of my heart nothing but that of the sound
of the pattering of the rain.
The sound of a melody comes to my ears.
The grace of love flowing rich.
I open the door to the soul that was
closed off.
I hear the orchestra playing a song
that is a twist in the
world that I live in.
The walls cave in,
as I stand strong.
A mighty love flows in my veins,
that I will carry always.

My Path

With a tranquility of life

in the mind.

To live for the world isn't the

way

With so few days upon my life.

And how should I

choose to live them?

Good intentions

to turn the world.

They make the change to make

a world, the only way is to follow through.

The path upon the ground that

my feet choose to follow.

The tread about the dirt is rough on my feet

but no matter the debris

I will travel this path for you...

and love the days

for what is given.

Mona Lisa

The flow of pearls erupts

from her throat.

The simplicity of man kind

expands in her mind.

A world of happiness flows

on her tongue.

The taste of it to savor

for just a minute...

Her smile holds them for a

moment and then the spell is

broken.

Her mona lisa smile gives them

the answer.

They erupt into a bells song

of laughter.

Melting Heart...

With your light shining

down on me.

I look up to see

your great and powerful

majesty.

With your warmth wrapped

around me.

I seek your glory like

I've never seen.

The burst of heat

melts my heart,

that once was frozen from the world.

The tears of raw emotion pour

down my face.

I've found you and I

can never go back.

I'll live in your light,

past the day I die...

The eyes of a child...

I come out of the dark

and into your light.

I'm sent a far and

I find the most beautiful things,

that a soul could ever see.

I read a story about hard life

in the eyes of a child.

I travel the land to find a

smile of innocence.

I leave the land that once felt

my heart melt.

I must leave my treasures...

God will take care of you

when I can't.

I wrote this for a girl that has really inspired me to be a better person and taught me a lot about myself. Her faith has fueled mine and has in the corners of my heart cast light! Love ya Emily

Before I leave

As my soul slips from my body,

it pauses for a moment

to see what's left.

Did it make an impact on the

world it is leaving?

Is the grace of heaven

going to be left floating where

it once was?

Or a whole of a body that

once lived?

The thought of grace to come

crosses my mind.

But did I make an impact upon

this world?

With a moment now gone,

the spirit of me flies away....