Only Half

With a heart showing love.

The feeling of a whole,

but only a part...

With the swaying of the grass,

my heart heaves a sigh.

The thought of you weighing

it down...

How could it be that you don't

see the way?

Love conquers Evil

In a world full of selfishness and hate,

what do we have to look forward to in our

dreams?

Is hate not what weakens the heart,

that is shows no emotion?

With love so great that is

shown through...

The love that conquers all evil

and mends

the broken heart.

On the Playground

My life is on the playground,

my heart on the teeter-totter.

Just waiting for half of me,

to take the jump...

Where I know with a miserable instant,

what will happen.

With wide eyes the wind blows

through my hair,

and with one last fatal

moment I'll hit the ground.

My teeth knock together

and my head flies back.

I jump up off the ground

and knowing I'm alright,

I go on to play.

In my Dreams

As the consciousness of my

mind slips away,

I drift into a nocturnal slumber.

With my last moments of wakefulness,

I whisper your name.

The cloud of dreams consumes

my mind,

where in my dreams I meet you again,

my prince...

Christmas Ghost

With a realization,

I visualize where you are.

Over the water and the land

I feel your heart next to mine.

I grab for your silhouette,

and send you my love.

It won't be the same,

without

you.

Big Brother Hero

It's the innocence of our childhood,

that I miss the most.

Spending the day,

with the sun kissing our skin.

I look up to you my,

Big Brother Hero.

I look out my window,

wishing you would return

to me...

Seeing the World

My head is like a bowl,

words spiraling around behind my eyes....

If only I could press flush,

and let them go,

put the words before my eyes

and put some light upon my confusion.

See with my soul and not my eyes...

I am putting down some faith.

Puzzle on my Heart...

With an icy chill my heart freezes.

With a love never seen.

My heart is given the final blow and breaks.

The puzzle pieces of my heart now shattered.

With skillful hands he knows my heart.

He picks up the glass,

red hot blood dripping down his hand,

He works with a smile on his face,

knowing the love,

that this will deliver.

With a heart restored,

I melt under his dear,

Grace.

Heart like an Ocean...

With a heart like an ocean,

crashing upon itself.

I head out into the world with my love on my face.

They tell me it's not possible, but i know it can be.

That if I trust then I can love thee.

Emotions Flip Flopped

It's a flip flop of emotion,

I once had befallen.

My face is happy

and true to the feeling.

I now look to God and

leave the circus.

The clowns won't attack me,

and I'll leave with a smile

on my face.

A Note From ME!

I realized this morning that some of the poems below, don't belong to me anymore. They were things of my past and I live in the present so, I wrote a new poem to show what I am really about. God is back in my life and has really made a difference....hope you like it!

Lightning

I throw in my happiness and my sadness too,

I mix them all together,

and watch them spin,

with a bolt of lightning my love takes

off to never be seen again...

Love on the Ground...

I pull out my heart and step on it,

I'm done with love and everything involved....

With love in this soul he picks it up and

brushes it off,

He tells me not to worry

and that he loves me.

With a big loving embrace,

he sends me off to send

the love....

Emotion

Deep down pain that

makes a person cry.

The loss of someone

that you know.

The drops of tears,

falling down my face.

My heart is sad, my

soul is angry, but my

face is happy;

It is just a clowns

face

Life goes on but,

it still hurts.

Deep Down Pain...

Just waiting...

Never sure to turn left or right,

Stuck in the middle of

the road.

Waiting, watching for a sign,

to show you the way.

Letting your life

pass you by...

Just Waiting.

Crumbling Dimensions

I look in the magic mirror

and what do I see?

A whole new dimension

looking back at

me.

The people are sad with

glum expressions.

With fast moving motion there

is no slow action.

While their world is collapsing

without anyone knowing.

Was it a whole new world,

or was it our own dimension?

Missing...

You take it all in for just a minute,

to know and remember what

you've been

missing.

What could it be to make you

so unhappy?

It was the lack of

laughter

that once filled your ears.

Now you know what was missing,

It was the Laughter...

Love Vs. Hate

It warms your heart to a glow.

how could you be so happy,

with all the bad in this world.

Love is good,

Hate is murder.